Saturday, November 5, 2011

You've

been sucked into reading my blog again >:] welcome!

I'd like to give myself props for being so frequent with my blog posts. Even if that does mean I have no life so this is what I will resort to, until further notice.

As you all know me and my best friend are some freaks. Get your mind out of the gutter. We are freaks because we like body modifications more than the average person should. Dina probably more than myself. But I definitely was watching THIS video yesterday and said to myself "yup, I'll rock that" lol. If you're an oblivious bastard like me, I'm referring to her lip piercing that's in the middle. Also known as a Medusa.

If you've known me for a while you know I used to have my angel bites and they looked like thiiiiiiiiiiiiis:


It's been a while and the angel bites are no longer with us :c since then I've gotten a dermal at the end of my eyebrow, I got the left side of my lip re-pierced (that's gone too -___- only because it fell out in my sleep). I've had my nose pierced since I was 12 and my belly button since I was 14. My ears are pierced 2 times each, was 3 but the third hole closed up and my cartilage piercing on my left ear closed up too lol. I'm a mess. My first hole has been gauged, closed up, and gauged again, and currently closing. Each time being stretched up to 7/16ths. I'll end up doing it again, I just never know what I want. And I had my tongue pierced, but it was the most disgusting thing I've ever had to deal with. The healing process made me want to die. And even after it was healed, I couldn't eat right. So that was an unpleasant experience. I'm not saying that's how it always is though, cause I know people who have it done and have no problems with it. Guess it depends on the person.

That sounds like a lot, but it's really not. I want so much done. And I haven't even gotten started on the tattoos I want.

OH and btw, if you're going to copy my tattoo at least don't make it so obvious you copied it from me. Good God people, be creative and get your own damn idea for a tattoo. Ughh. Copying a tattoo is a lot different than copying a piercing. A piercing is just a hole in my body. While a tattoo is something I put a lot of thought into, something that has meaning to me. But just because it's cute, you're gonna slap it on your body? Okay. I'm off this topic before I get really pissed.

If I had a penny for every time I've heard someone say to me or Dina "you know you're gonna have scars there when you get older?" I'd probably have... like a dollar. Yes. I am fully away that shoving a needle in my face may leave a minor scar. There's stuff you can do to help get rid of it blahblaaaah. But I've loved all my piercings, so I will love my scars too. The scars where my angel bites used to be look like tiny freckles. And since my face is covered in them, they blend right in. My left side is a little darker and not quite as subtle cause I've gotten that one redone since it originally healed.

I dunno what else to say. Kbai.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Halloween

is one of the best holidays. This is the first time I'm not going to be trick or treating. And it breaks my heart. I definitely don't think I'm too old, because no one can be too old to go around and collect free candy in some character based outfit. But let's face it, everyone around here is "too cool" for all that. And I'm not gonna do it by myself lol.
Maybe next year. Yeah, definitely next year.
But I still plan on dressing up, cause this is the only day of the year I can dress like a complete idiot and no one can say a damn thing.

Today I reunited with Florence + The Machine. I've always loved Florence Welch, and her voice is possibly one of the best. But for whatever reason, I haven't listened to her in a while. And that needed to change.

Listening and downloading more of her music, brought me to reunite with other old great artists. And all of it made me realize what shit music this generation is bringing. It's depressing me. No one cares about a God given talented voice anymore, it's all about up-beat music and lyrics that have something to do with sex or getting shit faced. Sex used to be hidden in the lyrics. It went from "pink slip inviting me inside" to "gimmie that sweet, that nasty, that gushy stuff".

I'm not saying I hate all of it, cause I listen to a lot of it too. But some of it's just like, really? I'm glad I grew up listening to 90's music and my iPod is full of music that has more meaning to it than getting crunk and/or giving my body up, like it's my job.

Now you're probably like, well Florence didn't come out with an album until the late 2000's. Well yeah. I didn't say all music was bad from this generation. So don't try and start a battle with me, I'll win. And if you really wanna get into it, most of the artists I like from today are from a different country. Other countries who have much better taste in music. Florence, Tegan & Sara. Adele, Coldplay, Mumford & Sons, Ellie Goulding, the list is endless.

But I do recommend each one of those artists if you don't already listen to them. And for your listening pleasure, here are some links of my favorites by Florence + The Machine. I'd do all the artists but you'd get sick of listening, so if anyone really wants me to, just ask. =D

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love
Florence + The Machine - Kiss With A Fist
Florence + The Machine - Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up)
Florence + The Machine - Shake It Out
Florence + The Machine - My Boy Builds Coffins
Florence + The Machine - Hurricane Drunk
Florence + The Machine - Spectrum
Florence + The Machine - What The Water Gave Me
Florence + The Machine - Heavy In Your Arms
Florence + The Machine - Leave My Body
Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over

And my absolute favorite by her is probablyyyy

Florence + The Machine - Blinding

That's a lot of songs, but considering she only has 2 albums it's really not. And most of the songs are from the album Lungs, her new album Ceremonials just came out in the UK came out maybe a month ago. So any songs from that album on YouTube, her voice is messed with a little so "YouTube officials" or whatever don't delete them. I tried to get them all with lyrics cause sometimes you can't understand what she's saying I guess. I didn't watch every single video all the way through though, so I can't promise all the lyrics are correct.

I didn't think this post was going to be so Florence based, but whatever.
Happy Halloween (=

Friday, October 28, 2011

KDJKLSDJFKS

It is October 28th, 2011.
SO CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY WE ARE GETTING SNOW TOMORROW?!
 -____-

If you can't tell, I'm a little pissed about this.
It was sun shiny weather out not too long ago and here comes mother nature with her mood swings.
I'm more pissed that it's ruining my plans for tomorrow, or making them extremely difficult to continue happily with. SO THANKS FOR BEING SO CONSIDERATE SNOW.

On a more serious note, the weather this year is kind of scaring me. We pretty much skipped Spring and Fall. I'm not saying it's global warming or any of that crap, but it's still not normal. And I'm not complaining on skipping spring either because I love hot as hell weather, but I can definitely live without these bullshit below 60 temperatures. As much as I love the east coast, I may be considering moving to the west in the next 5 years.

On to other things.

I found this video, and trying to explain it will do no justice so you just have to watch it.



So if you're still trying to have the best Halloween decorations around, you can swallow your pride and stop yourself. You cannot win.

Another video worth sharing is brought to you by Anonymous.


Boohoo, Facebook will be gone. What will you all do now for fun you might ask? Do not fear. My no life self has some things to share with you. But beforehand, I'd just like to say that I am in complete agreement with what they're doing. If they can actually do it. But it's supposedly legit, it's been on the news and everything. And if you're following the Occupy Wall Street stories, they're involving themselves in that too. They do not appreciate police brutality and they've made it clear by punishing a few in some brilliant ways.

But some things that are better than Facebook:
-Tumblr (follow me c: summurder.tumblr.com)
-Getting some fresh air in your lungs
-Twitter (eh, not really)
-Reading a book
-Getting a job
-Blogger (this)
-Laughing about things you shouldn't laugh about with your best friend
-Finding your soulmate
-Adopting a new pet

Yeah, there's a million things better to do than Facebook. So quit your whining.

I'd like for you to take a minute of silence at the end of this blog post for my frog Tarzan.
Who got out of the tank and ran away. How the fuck does that work? I'm trying to keep my thoughts of what might of happened to it away from the D word. Now I'm stuck with the retarded suicidal frog Jane who tries to get out every single day and sticks to the walls of the tank looking miserable lol. I feed them and clean their tank and all that fancy stuff, but apparently it's not good enough. Whatever, I still got my retarded kitty.


Tarzan's on the left :'c

Well that's all for now. Have loads of fun doing what you do.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Something

I can't stand, is when a person, that obviously doesn't, thinks they know me.
What makes it worse, is of all people, he probably should know me.
But whatever, worse has happened.

And I'd also like to say that I DO NOT THINK I KNOW EVERYTHING.
Yeah, sure. I'm a smarty pants and got good grades in school.
I may have more knowledge about certain things than some other people.
But God forbid I try to have any say in anything before I get that BS thrown in my face.
This goes right along with not knowing me.

One more thing to say while I'm on this rant. If you respect me, I respect you.
Point blank, end of story. Just because you have this "special title" doesn't mean a damn thing to me.
If you don't deserve respect, why should you be given it?

I'm done.

Monday, October 24, 2011

Oh man..

It's been over a month since I last posted something.
And I have no defense lol.

BUT HEY LET'S GET TO BLOGGING.

I have no idea what to talk about.

Hmm. Well in the past month I've gotten a tattoo that most of you have seeeeeen (= I refuse to put a picture of it now in it's current stage cause it's ugly and peeling/healing. So I'll save that for when it's all nice and pretty. I got a lot of unnecessary shit for that tattoo -___- stories which I will not go into. But I ain't even mad bro. And everyone likes it anyway :3 and even if you don't like it, GUESS WHO HAS 2 THUMBS AND DOESN'T GIVE A DAMN?!

Anyway, my boyfriend who has no life just like me, found these cool 3D images and they hurt my brain but they're pretty damn cool. I got frustrated at first because I honestly could not figure it out. But after 30 minutes of my face literally being pressed on my laptop screen and figuring out the exact way to cross my eyes, I got it. I can't get them all though, he says it's probably just how my eyes adjust, cause one's that are hard for him are really easy to me. If you'd like to look like an idiot trying to figure them out, you can find some here. With me, I find it easier if I know what the 3D image is going to be. Don't know why, I'm weird.

It's a week until Halloween and I still have no idea what I'm going to be. As much as I love trick-or-treating, I think my days are over ..for now. But I will always dress up. I think I'm gonna go with something that's gotta do with being covered in blood (I'm so original, I know). But I'm not spending money I don't have to buy a costume. And today my friends mom showed me this really cool website that.. well I'll just show you.

BAM.

I thought this was really cool and would go well with my horribly thought up costume.

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII don't feel like doing this anymore. Probably why I don't blog that much. But I'll try to keep it up.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

IF

you would choose your new significant other over someone you've been friends with for years, someone you have a past with and you both know a lot more about each other than this significant other may ever know,

THEN YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.

</rant>

Monday, September 5, 2011

Uhhh

So I'm sorry I haven't blogged in like 2 weeks. I could sit here and give a list of reasons for not but I'll just save it.

BUT ANYWAY, I have successfully moved to Baltimore (= because Harrisburg sucks. No fencies to all my homies still stuck there, you'll get out soon enough. I plan on starting college asap, but it might not be the college of choice I originally had in mind, which was AACC. Why you might ask? Transportation -___- what else. It's pretty much based on luck if I can go. I can take the test to get my license on December 11th and college starts sometime in January. So if I pass I'm good, if I don't, I'm screwed with that college. But I'm not too picky about what college I go to, as long as I'll have a job almost immediately out of school. But pray for me anyway ^__^

Speaking of jobs, I may very well be working at a cute little restaurant down the street (convenient for transportation). I'm nervous only because I imagine me being a waitress and spilling everyone's food/drink all over them. But that's what training is for, right? Lol. We'll cross that bridge when we get there.

I GOT A KITTEN <3
She's blind and a little special :3 but this cat is my freggin child. As much as I take care of her, it might as well be -___- but it's okay because I love her.



She's damn adorable, don't deny it.

Book Update:

I am currently reading Until The End by Christopher Pike

I'm only about 1/3 of the way through but it is reaaaaaally good. I never like giving anything away so here is another famous --> summary <-- provided by the internet. It's a pretty big book, 846 pages, but you stay interested and forget how long you've been reading. So far I definitely recommend it. But then again, I recommend all the books I read lol. I've been fortunate enough to not pick sucky books.

The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins came in the mail the other day too (= so that's next on the list.

Books are a beautiful thing people, so turn off the TV for a while. It's good for the soul.

Alsoooo, I got to redo my whole room when I moved here (= it's not fully done yet so I'm not gonna show pictures and stuff. But I am very excited about this lol.

There's probably a lot more I could blog about but ohwell. See ya kiddies.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Dubstep

is probably the greatest thing I have yet to discover. Yes, it's weird. But I'm not normal, therefore, it fits.
If you don't like it, try to imagine me caring.

BUT, some really good artists I've found are Skrillex & Mt Eden. Another one is Doorly Dubstep, which isn't as well known as the others. But honestly, there are so many good dubstep remixes to a lot of already great songs. So I just look at it like a bonus lol. If you'd like to hear one great remix for each of the mentioned artists, I've conveniently placed links below >=]

Slats Slats Slats - Skrillex
Silence - Mt Eden
She Came Along - Doorly's Dubstep Remix

Another thing, DnB (Drum n Bass) is associated a lot with dubstep, but it really is different.
But on to other thingsssssssssss.

I went shopping >=D ..as if that's something rare, lol.
But here are some picture of stuff I got (=




Descriptions in order of pictures:
1. An awesome crop sweatshirt type thing from Rue 21. $20. No, I don't know what the 83 stands for either.
2. A baseball looking jacket from Forever 21. $17. Undershirt was from Aero, maybe $10?
3. First of all, the quality of this picture is absolute shit -___- thanks web cam. But I had to back up so you could see the shape of the shirt. It's very see-through, so a skin colored bra is recommended lol. Forever 21, $7 on clearance >=]
4. Bracelets, a set of 4 from Rue 21. $7, kind of expensive but I reaaaallly liked these.

Ya know, Taco Bell has some banging chicken burritos for $0.99. BUT THEY ROSE THE PRICE ON THEM BY 20 CENTS. I was highly upset when I gave my brother a dollar & some change to go get me one and came back all like "uhhh I need a quarter". The worst part was when he went to go get me one I said to Dina & Irva "watch him come back saying it's not enough". Shortly after Dina was laughing so hard she couldn't breath lol.

Lastly, Dina just showed me this video and I literally had to calm myself down. I was laughing so hard I was struggling to breath. Hope you enjoy it as much as I did, lololol.


Stay blessed people <3

Monday, August 15, 2011

Chyheim

For the sake of your happiness, this blog post will be dedicated to you.
D'awwwwwe :D

So I know the last time I did one of these things it was focused on me dying my hair.
Well since then I've done it again, lol. I wanted my hair brighter and a much more noticeable red than what it was. So I saw this at CVS:



 and was like "Hmmmm, why not".

It comes with a bleach kit, which is what gives you the ability to have such a bright color. But this isn't Grade A crap here, so when I did it there were a lot of brown spots still and it was uneven. But my optimistic self was like, it's all good, it will all look the same when I put the red on.
No. Not at all. But don't get me wrong, this brand is awesome and it would've looked awesome if I would've done it right. But my hair is really thick and long, so I was asking for it to mess up.
I've dyed it black since this incident but here's a picture of the red ^__^

You're probably like, wtf Summer it looks fine, but it really was messed up extremely bad. 

ANYWAY, for those of you who don't know, I have successfully achieved my GED. And for those of you who only want to criticize me for what I'm doing with my life, I have some selected words for you.

I've told some people my future plans, but this is the Internet, I'm not putting all that on here. Creeps.

Also, I finished my book >:D
Th1rteen R3asons Why by Jay Asher



Ughhh, this book was SO good. I recommend it to anyone who likes mystery type books. I read this book within about 5 days, just because I couldn't put it down lol. Here is a quick summary so I don't have to explain what it's about.

I am now reading Breaking Up With God by Sarah Sentilles.



Another quick summary can be found here. The synopsis really interested me and so far it's been a pretty good book.

But I'm done.
Deuces.

Monday, August 1, 2011

Girls

I strongly dislike a lot of them. I won't say hate because that will take away the emphasis on the things I really do hate. But you didn't think I was gonna dedicate a whole blog post to girls, did you?

Hrmmm.
So I broke my promise and dyed my hair. Sobsob, teartear.
I used this dye:


My hair is really long and thick so I always use 2 boxes, each box cost like $8, which actually isn't that bad when you're changing your hair to a bright color. Much cheaper then going to a hair salon.

But anywayyyy, I'm not gonna explain the whole process. If you've ever dyed your hair then you're pretty familiar with it.

But you know we gotta have the before and after pics. PHOTO SHOOT.


The first picture is without flash, the second with. Go figure. But my hair always looked different depending on the lighting, so it was necessary.

ANNNNNNNNNNNNNND since my hair is so dark starting 4-5 inches from the roots (from repeated dying, usually black) it came out something like this:



and this isn't that bad considering. All the pictures I took didn't really catch the hair color. It's kind of an in person thing. But if I'm not in exposure to the sunlight you could barely tell I dyed my hair. So it's really just a huge tint, and I'm okay with that. The only downfall I've had is that my roots are lighter than everything else. Which isn't that bad I guess.

Oh & this is what it looks like without sun/fluorescent:


 So this color really just depends on where you are and how good of lighting you're in lol.

But I think that's enough for 1 post. Kthxbai.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Consistency

Yeah, so don't expect any of it when it comes to my blog. My eventful happenings vary, so will this blog.


I would first like to tell about my shirt that just came in the mail >:D



In case you have no idea where this amazing shirt came from or the amazing band named on it, here are some links to get you bandwagon folks caught up.


A Single Moment Of Sincerity <-- where the quote is from :DD
The Final Episode 
If You Can't Ride Two Horses At Once.. You Should Get Out Of The Circus


Now that you're all caught up, you can buy the shirt here.
I searched extremely hard to find it that cheap, anywhere else it's like $30-40, so you're welcome.
Also, if you don't like the type of music, then shut up and ignore this part of my blog. Your opinions aren't welcome xDD


Now onto other stuffffffffffffffffff,
I began to gauge my ears again. Yes, again. I gauged them last fall-winter but for one reason or another let them close back up, which to my surprise they went down almost back to normal. BUT, since they were still big I started at size 6 but quickly went to a 4 and am currently at a 2. W00tW00t. Please take my advice when I say, don't move to fast. The speed to move always depends on the person but the "normal" time to wait is usually 2 weeks, something which I have never done, lol. You should really just rinse out your gauges whenever you find it convenient and check for soreness. Playing with your tapers or plugs will also help speed up the stretching process! Also, rinsing out does not mean cleaning. I am in love with my body modifications, SPEAKING OF WHICH




That kids, is a dermal. It is inside of my head. And it's fabulous. I've only had it for exactly a week now but it's right on track with the healing process. It doesn't even hurt/feel sore, but it's obvious it still isn't healed. There's no rough amount of time when it comes to healing a dermal piercing, this one truly is person-to-person based. 


On another note, I am STRUGGLING to not dye my hair. I made a promise to myself about 3 months ago that I would grow my hair out and get it back to it's "good" stage. I only have about 4 or 5 inches of non dyed/damaged hair but my hair is pushing 2 feet long, so 4 inches is nothing -___- but I am proud of myself for reducing the number of times I straighten my hair. Which is like 10fold. I know, it's sad lol. But I found this hair recipe crap that's supposed to make your hair extremely healthy and make a huge difference, so maybe I'll blog about that next time ^.^


But I don't really know what else to write about, so I'm gonna stop.
Be blessed people of the internet! Ciao <3

Friday, July 8, 2011

Blogging

No one will read this, except maybe Dina <---SHOUTOUT.
But I decided I'm gonna make a blog & blog about cool stuff. Ya know.
So until I figure all this crap out, this is my first official blog post.
Kudos to the kiddies that do this for a living, you are going nowhere in life.

Deuces. Peace. Goodbye. Whatever you say.