Today

has been interesting, to say the least.
 
Began the day in a horrible mood, with waking up far too early and the noise in my general area was far too loud. But then we went to the infamous Uni-Mart and got yummy coffee, cigarettes, and cocaine. Yes, cocaine.

As we continued walking in the annoying spit rain, an average looking man downtown was leaning against a wall, smoking a cigarette. As we approached him, he began to walk in front of us. We walked a few feet this way until he came to a stop, did a little dance, then went back to lean against the wall. Never once looking at us. Day = made.
 
The reason we were walking in the shitty rain, was to look at a place to rent :3 which turns out to be super close to our work! Yay! Even though it's a little overpriced, it may be worth it. We shall see.
But anyway, the landlord is this old fashioned white man who has a million stories to tell and can never seem to get as many details as he wants in lol. And as he was getting ready to drive us back to the place we agreed to meet, he backs right into the car behind us, with the driver inside lol. Waiting for the wrath of the woman in the car, I'm surprised at how worried she was about the old man rather than her car.
At least if we move there, we'll have nice neighbors lol.

But since we walked there, we had to walk back. We were freezing, so we made a stop at the YMCA to use the saunas. Which are kind of creepy, btw.

But it was the best idea yet lol.

My plans for the rest of the day will be laying with my kitty, painting my nails, and reading.

Goodbye!

Soul Cleansing

Today, me and my wonderful fiance vacuumed a carpet to shit.
Not just any carpet, a carpet I've had since before I've known him.
Cleaning it took about 2 hours, mainly because the shop vac we used didn't have an attachment, not because I haven't cleaned it in 5 years lol. But it made me think about a lot of scenes that carpet has been in, and I've come a long way.

Done with that cheesy crap, on to other things!

Tumblr is the best addiction I've ever had. I looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove Tumblr. It's like, you can find everything you never knew you liked, and post it on an endless page of wonderland nonsense.

Some things I found on Tumblr today, brought here for your entertainment!

And if you're doing it right, it's about this x100 and different everyday.
The internet is a beautiful thing.

Do you know how many different things you can do with potatoes?
Josh and I, for the last few days, have had basically nothing to eat except potatoes.
You'd be amazed.

Alright. I don't have anything else to say. And I need to read the last 200 pages of The Help. Because it's due tomorrow. Have nice days!

Yay!

It's nice outside all the time now! Well, almost.

I will start with a book update, since I have been consistent with reading *smiles proudly*.
I read this:

And it was short, but cute. And it made me lol. Summary can be found heeeyaaah.

BUT NOW I'm reading:

And it's sooooooo good. I am making myself read it before I watch the movie.

I GOT A KITTEN.

His name is Rahjah.

He enjoys eating, sleeping, and whining when he's left alone.

I also moved recently, I am out of the ghetto! Yay!
And once my room is finished I will show pictures c:

I don't really know what else to say, so I'll leave some nice mugshots below.

Beef

jerky, is pretty freggin' good. Too bad it's so expensive.

I, ladies and gentlemen, have finished reading the last book of "The Hunger Games" series. And I'm so sad about it. I really didn't want it to end. I don't know if it's the best series of books I've ever read, but dammit, it's good. The movie is coming out this month, maybe? I'm not sure. But I don't know if I want to see it. These books were awesome, and if the movie is complete shit, it'll ruin it for me. And in case you don't know what they look like, here you go:

Not too long ago me and Josh got hamsters. Winter white dwarf hamsters, even though they're not white. Boy and a girl, Sir Rugnar and Dutchess. Annnnnnnd, Sir Rugnar died... ugh. Even though Dutchess was automatically my favorite, and Sir Rugnar had this huuuuuuuge ballsack (it's normal for this type of hamster, I looked it up lol), I still got attached to the little bastard.

(I wrote this post a couple days ago and never finished it, so before I'm done I will now inform you how Josh's little sister, Abrielle, lost the other hamster -___- so she's probably dead somewhere. The hamster, not Abbie..)

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o0o0o0o0o, and we got a new fish! A red male Betta fish. His fishbowl is badass.

Like I said, badass. 

I never get any good pictures of his color, so this is a picture off of Google.

They all look the same anyway. 

We named him Gordo c: 

He's still alive. Even though he's really good at looking dead.

Me and Josh had some fun on the webcam recently.

All for now. Bai.

Being

on death row for the last 2 days has given me lots of time to think. No I'm not really dying. At least, I don't think I am. But whatever the hell I've managed to catch is pretty fucking mean. But whatever. Ranting time.

I've recently discovered that you can search up comedians on Pandora. If I'm the last one to know this, I wouldn't be surprised. But hey, I ain't even mad. I'd definitely recommend it to anyone who enjoys laughing. My current station is Dane Cook. It also features a lot of Jim Gaffigan, Louis CK, Daniel Tosh & Nick Swardson. Listening to this makes my days at work go by a lot faster. Besides looking like an idiot chuckling to myself every now and then, it's awesome lol.

I got this cool nail polish! Well.. it's just silver. But I've never had silver nail polish before, so it's cool to me. It's Wet N Wild fast dry "Silvivor". Very corny, I'm aware. But it looks like this:

That is not my hand, but me and my nails look like shit. And it looks exactly like that anyway. Mine's just all chipped now and stuff. But you have to put about 3 layers on for it to look like this. But when they say fast dry, they mean fast fucking dry. It's fabulous, really.

AND OMG IF YOU'VE EVER WATCHED THE CHEETAH GIRLS I'M ABOUT TO RUIN YOUR WHOLE CHILDHOOD.

YOU REMEMBER AQUA, RIGHT?
CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK

"I THINK HE PULLED A TRACK OUT WHEN HE WAS BLOWING MY BACK OUT"
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG IT HURTS TO LAUGH BAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Whatever, Raven was always my favorite anyway.

And I'm pretty sure I want to get dreads now. I'll just have to make Dina do them for me lol.

I'm over this. Kbai.

Lol,

so much for being frequent with my blog posts.

Well, those of you who mean anything to me are well aware of the changes that have occurred in my life within the last 2 months. And if you don't know, I obviously didn't care enough to tell you. Apologies~~~

But hey! It's the new year! And if you believe that we're all gonna die because the Mayans got reaaaaaaal sick of making up some huge ass calender, gtfo. I don't believe it, and I don't wanna hear it. And even if I am wrong and the world is going to end, what the hell are you gonna do about it? Save us all? Lol. Don't make me laugh.

Hmm. Well I guess I could just blog about random stuff like I normally do.

LIPSTICK.
I like lipstick. As of maybe 2 weeks ago. Before that the only thing I ever put on my lips was chapstick. And every one of you bastards know that chapstick is a God given gift. I bet your lips are dry right now. Did you just lick your lips? Mwuahahahaha.
Anyway, me and my bestfraaan both got some pretty colored lipstick and mine looks like thisssssss:

 

Photoshoot over. For now.
I felt really good the first day I wore it too c:
me and Dina went to the mall and a lady working at Wet Seal said our shades of lipstick went great with our complexions. WINNING.

If you pay attention to changes, you have noticed I now have bangs.
Excuse them looking like shit, I straightened them for maybe 3 seconds to take pictures.
I like the bangs, but I don't love them. Ohwell, hair grows back.

I was debating on shaving one side of my head or getting dreads. Or both. but it's the middle of winter and shaving my head would be stupid, and I'm extremely attached to my long hair. And dreads are a LOT of work. Enough said. SOO that's still up in the air.

Something I've actually decided on is moving to the west coast as soon as I possibly can. I know this probably won't happen for a few years, but I need to get the hell awaaaaaaaaaaaay. Preferably to somewhere with perfect year round weather. I'll miss Baltimore, and shit, I'll even miss Harrisburg. But they have planes, I'll make my visits.

Hmm. Ever shop at a thrift store? Did you know that they have sweaters as low as $1.00? Did you know they can actually be cute? And did you also know when you bought that one $40.00 sweater at Hollister you could've bought 40 sweaters somewhere the fuck else? Of course you got your taxes to include. But whatever. My rant will end with things I've recently bought at these so called degrading, disgusting thrift stores. Kbai (=

 Shirt: $1.50

 Shorts: $4.00

Dress: $4.00

And I forgot to "model" this blue sweater, so settle for this. And it just so happens that cute boy back there got his shirt from a thrift store too. Both things were $1.50 each.


Badeeebadeebadeee, that's all folks!

You've

been sucked into reading my blog again >:] welcome!

I'd like to give myself props for being so frequent with my blog posts. Even if that does mean I have no life so this is what I will resort to, until further notice.

As you all know me and my best friend are some freaks. Get your mind out of the gutter. We are freaks because we like body modifications more than the average person should. Dina probably more than myself. But I definitely was watching THIS video yesterday and said to myself "yup, I'll rock that" lol. If you're an oblivious bastard like me, I'm referring to her lip piercing that's in the middle. Also known as a Medusa.

If you've known me for a while you know I used to have my angel bites and they looked like thiiiiiiiiiiiiis:

It's been a while and the angel bites are no longer with us :c since then I've gotten a dermal at the end of my eyebrow, I got the left side of my lip re-pierced (that's gone too -___- only because it fell out in my sleep). I've had my nose pierced since I was 12 and my belly button since I was 14. My ears are pierced 2 times each, was 3 but the third hole closed up and my cartilage piercing on my left ear closed up too lol. I'm a mess. My first hole has been gauged, closed up, and gauged again, and currently closing. Each time being stretched up to 7/16ths. I'll end up doing it again, I just never know what I want. And I had my tongue pierced, but it was the most disgusting thing I've ever had to deal with. The healing process made me want to die. And even after it was healed, I couldn't eat right. So that was an unpleasant experience. I'm not saying that's how it always is though, cause I know people who have it done and have no problems with it. Guess it depends on the person.

That sounds like a lot, but it's really not. I want so much done. And I haven't even gotten started on the tattoos I want.

OH and btw, if you're going to copy my tattoo at least don't make it so obvious you copied it from me. Good God people, be creative and get your own damn idea for a tattoo. Ughh. Copying a tattoo is a lot different than copying a piercing. A piercing is just a hole in my body. While a tattoo is something I put a lot of thought into, something that has meaning to me. But just because it's cute, you're gonna slap it on your body? Okay. I'm off this topic before I get really pissed.

If I had a penny for every time I've heard someone say to me or Dina "you know you're gonna have scars there when you get older?" I'd probably have... like a dollar. Yes. I am fully away that shoving a needle in my face may leave a minor scar. There's stuff you can do to help get rid of it blahblaaaah. But I've loved all my piercings, so I will love my scars too. The scars where my angel bites used to be look like tiny freckles. And since my face is covered in them, they blend right in. My left side is a little darker and not quite as subtle cause I've gotten that one redone since it originally healed.

I dunno what else to say. Kbai.

Halloween

is one of the best holidays. This is the first time I'm not going to be trick or treating. And it breaks my heart. I definitely don't think I'm too old, because no one can be too old to go around and collect free candy in some character based outfit. But let's face it, everyone around here is "too cool" for all that. And I'm not gonna do it by myself lol.
Maybe next year. Yeah, definitely next year.
But I still plan on dressing up, cause this is the only day of the year I can dress like a complete idiot and no one can say a damn thing.

Today I reunited with Florence + The Machine. I've always loved Florence Welch, and her voice is possibly one of the best. But for whatever reason, I haven't listened to her in a while. And that needed to change.

Listening and downloading more of her music, brought me to reunite with other old great artists. And all of it made me realize what shit music this generation is bringing. It's depressing me. No one cares about a God given talented voice anymore, it's all about up-beat music and lyrics that have something to do with sex or getting shit faced. Sex used to be hidden in the lyrics. It went from "pink slip inviting me inside" to "gimmie that sweet, that nasty, that gushy stuff".

I'm not saying I hate all of it, cause I listen to a lot of it too. But some of it's just like, really? I'm glad I grew up listening to 90's music and my iPod is full of music that has more meaning to it than getting crunk and/or giving my body up, like it's my job.

Now you're probably like, well Florence didn't come out with an album until the late 2000's. Well yeah. I didn't say all music was bad from this generation. So don't try and start a battle with me, I'll win. And if you really wanna get into it, most of the artists I like from today are from a different country. Other countries who have much better taste in music. Florence, Tegan & Sara. Adele, Coldplay, Mumford & Sons, Ellie Goulding, the list is endless.

But I do recommend each one of those artists if you don't already listen to them. And for your listening pleasure, here are some links of my favorites by Florence + The Machine. I'd do all the artists but you'd get sick of listening, so if anyone really wants me to, just ask. =D

Florence + The Machine - Cosmic Love
Florence + The Machine - Kiss With A Fist
Florence + The Machine - Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up)
Florence + The Machine - Shake It Out
Florence + The Machine - My Boy Builds Coffins
Florence + The Machine - Hurricane Drunk
Florence + The Machine - Spectrum
Florence + The Machine - What The Water Gave Me
Florence + The Machine - Heavy In Your Arms
Florence + The Machine - Leave My Body
Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over

And my absolute favorite by her is probablyyyy

Florence + The Machine - Blinding

That's a lot of songs, but considering she only has 2 albums it's really not. And most of the songs are from the album Lungs, her new album Ceremonials just came out in the UK came out maybe a month ago. So any songs from that album on YouTube, her voice is messed with a little so "YouTube officials" or whatever don't delete them. I tried to get them all with lyrics cause sometimes you can't understand what she's saying I guess. I didn't watch every single video all the way through though, so I can't promise all the lyrics are correct.

I didn't think this post was going to be so Florence based, but whatever.
Happy Halloween (=

KDJKLSDJFKS

It is October 28th, 2011.
SO CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY WE ARE GETTING SNOW TOMORROW?!
 -____-

If you can't tell, I'm a little pissed about this.
It was sun shiny weather out not too long ago and here comes mother nature with her mood swings.
I'm more pissed that it's ruining my plans for tomorrow, or making them extremely difficult to continue happily with. SO THANKS FOR BEING SO CONSIDERATE SNOW.

On a more serious note, the weather this year is kind of scaring me. We pretty much skipped Spring and Fall. I'm not saying it's global warming or any of that crap, but it's still not normal. And I'm not complaining on skipping spring either because I love hot as hell weather, but I can definitely live without these bullshit below 60 temperatures. As much as I love the east coast, I may be considering moving to the west in the next 5 years.

On to other things.

I found this video, and trying to explain it will do no justice so you just have to watch it.

So if you're still trying to have the best Halloween decorations around, you can swallow your pride and stop yourself. You cannot win.

Another video worth sharing is brought to you by Anonymous.

Boohoo, Facebook will be gone. What will you all do now for fun you might ask? Do not fear. My no life self has some things to share with you. But beforehand, I'd just like to say that I am in complete agreement with what they're doing. If they can actually do it. But it's supposedly legit, it's been on the news and everything. And if you're following the Occupy Wall Street stories, they're involving themselves in that too. They do not appreciate police brutality and they've made it clear by punishing a few in some brilliant ways.

But some things that are better than Facebook:
-Tumblr (follow me c: summurder.tumblr.com)
-Getting some fresh air in your lungs
-Twitter (eh, not really)
-Reading a book
-Getting a job
-Blogger (this)
-Laughing about things you shouldn't laugh about with your best friend
-Finding your soulmate
-Adopting a new pet

Yeah, there's a million things better to do than Facebook. So quit your whining.

I'd like for you to take a minute of silence at the end of this blog post for my frog Tarzan.
Who got out of the tank and ran away. How the fuck does that work? I'm trying to keep my thoughts of what might of happened to it away from the D word. Now I'm stuck with the retarded suicidal frog Jane who tries to get out every single day and sticks to the walls of the tank looking miserable lol. I feed them and clean their tank and all that fancy stuff, but apparently it's not good enough. Whatever, I still got my retarded kitty.

Tarzan's on the left :'c

Well that's all for now. Have loads of fun doing what you do.

Something

I can't stand, is when a person, that obviously doesn't, thinks they know me.
What makes it worse, is of all people, he probably should know me.
But whatever, worse has happened.

And I'd also like to say that I DO NOT THINK I KNOW EVERYTHING.
Yeah, sure. I'm a smarty pants and got good grades in school.
I may have more knowledge about certain things than some other people.
But God forbid I try to have any say in anything before I get that BS thrown in my face.
This goes right along with not knowing me.

One more thing to say while I'm on this rant. If you respect me, I respect you.
Point blank, end of story. Just because you have this "special title" doesn't mean a damn thing to me.
If you don't deserve respect, why should you be given it?

I'm done.

Oh man..

It's been over a month since I last posted something.
And I have no defense lol.

BUT HEY LET'S GET TO BLOGGING.

I have no idea what to talk about.

Hmm. Well in the past month I've gotten a tattoo that most of you have seeeeeen (= I refuse to put a picture of it now in it's current stage cause it's ugly and peeling/healing. So I'll save that for when it's all nice and pretty. I got a lot of unnecessary shit for that tattoo -___- stories which I will not go into. But I ain't even mad bro. And everyone likes it anyway :3 and even if you don't like it, GUESS WHO HAS 2 THUMBS AND DOESN'T GIVE A DAMN?!

Anyway, my boyfriend who has no life just like me, found these cool 3D images and they hurt my brain but they're pretty damn cool. I got frustrated at first because I honestly could not figure it out. But after 30 minutes of my face literally being pressed on my laptop screen and figuring out the exact way to cross my eyes, I got it. I can't get them all though, he says it's probably just how my eyes adjust, cause one's that are hard for him are really easy to me. If you'd like to look like an idiot trying to figure them out, you can find some here. With me, I find it easier if I know what the 3D image is going to be. Don't know why, I'm weird.

It's a week until Halloween and I still have no idea what I'm going to be. As much as I love trick-or-treating, I think my days are over ..for now. But I will always dress up. I think I'm gonna go with something that's gotta do with being covered in blood (I'm so original, I know). But I'm not spending money I don't have to buy a costume. And today my friends mom showed me this really cool website that.. well I'll just show you.

BAM.

I thought this was really cool and would go well with my horribly thought up costume.

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII don't feel like doing this anymore. Probably why I don't blog that much. But I'll try to keep it up.

IF

you would choose your new significant other over someone you've been friends with for years, someone you have a past with and you both know a lot more about each other than this significant other may ever know,

THEN YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF.

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Uhhh

So I'm sorry I haven't blogged in like 2 weeks. I could sit here and give a list of reasons for not but I'll just save it.

BUT ANYWAY, I have successfully moved to Baltimore (= because Harrisburg sucks. No fencies to all my homies still stuck there, you'll get out soon enough. I plan on starting college asap, but it might not be the college of choice I originally had in mind, which was AACC. Why you might ask? Transportation -___- what else. It's pretty much based on luck if I can go. I can take the test to get my license on December 11th and college starts sometime in January. So if I pass I'm good, if I don't, I'm screwed with that college. But I'm not too picky about what college I go to, as long as I'll have a job almost immediately out of school. But pray for me anyway ^__^

Speaking of jobs, I may very well be working at a cute little restaurant down the street (convenient for transportation). I'm nervous only because I imagine me being a waitress and spilling everyone's food/drink all over them. But that's what training is for, right? Lol. We'll cross that bridge when we get there.

I GOT A KITTEN <3
She's blind and a little special :3 but this cat is my freggin child. As much as I take care of her, it might as well be -___- but it's okay because I love her.

She's damn adorable, don't deny it.

Book Update:

I am currently reading Until The End by Christopher Pike

I'm only about 1/3 of the way through but it is reaaaaaally good. I never like giving anything away so here is another famous --> summary <-- provided by the internet. It's a pretty big book, 846 pages, but you stay interested and forget how long you've been reading. So far I definitely recommend it. But then again, I recommend all the books I read lol. I've been fortunate enough to not pick sucky books.

The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins came in the mail the other day too (= so that's next on the list.

Books are a beautiful thing people, so turn off the TV for a while. It's good for the soul.

Alsoooo, I got to redo my whole room when I moved here (= it's not fully done yet so I'm not gonna show pictures and stuff. But I am very excited about this lol.

There's probably a lot more I could blog about but ohwell. See ya kiddies.

Dubstep

is probably the greatest thing I have yet to discover. Yes, it's weird. But I'm not normal, therefore, it fits.
If you don't like it, try to imagine me caring.

BUT, some really good artists I've found are Skrillex & Mt Eden. Another one is Doorly Dubstep, which isn't as well known as the others. But honestly, there are so many good dubstep remixes to a lot of already great songs. So I just look at it like a bonus lol. If you'd like to hear one great remix for each of the mentioned artists, I've conveniently placed links below >=]

Slats Slats Slats - Skrillex
Silence - Mt Eden
She Came Along - Doorly's Dubstep Remix

Another thing, DnB (Drum n Bass) is associated a lot with dubstep, but it really is different.
But on to other thingsssssssssss.

I went shopping >=D ..as if that's something rare, lol.
But here are some picture of stuff I got (=

Descriptions in order of pictures:
1. An awesome crop sweatshirt type thing from Rue 21. $20. No, I don't know what the 83 stands for either.

2. A baseball looking jacket from Forever 21. $17. Undershirt was from Aero, maybe $10?

3. First of all, the quality of this picture is absolute shit -___- thanks web cam. But I had to back up so you could see the shape of the shirt. It's very see-through, so a skin colored bra is recommended lol. Forever 21, $7 on clearance >=]

4. Bracelets, a set of 4 from Rue 21. $7, kind of expensive but I reaaaallly liked these.

Ya know, Taco Bell has some banging chicken burritos for $0.99. BUT THEY ROSE THE PRICE ON THEM BY 20 CENTS. I was highly upset when I gave my brother a dollar & some change to go get me one and came back all like "uhhh I need a quarter". The worst part was when he went to go get me one I said to Dina & Irva "watch him come back saying it's not enough". Shortly after Dina was laughing so hard she couldn't breath lol.

Lastly, Dina just showed me this video and I literally had to calm myself down. I was laughing so hard I was struggling to breath. Hope you enjoy it as much as I did, lololol.

EVERYDAY THEY'RE SHUFFLING

Stay blessed people <3

Chyheim

For the sake of your happiness, this blog post will be dedicated to you.
D'awwwwwe :D

So I know the last time I did one of these things it was focused on me dying my hair.
Well since then I've done it again, lol. I wanted my hair brighter and a much more noticeable red than what it was. So I saw this at CVS:

 and was like "Hmmmm, why not".

It comes with a bleach kit, which is what gives you the ability to have such a bright color. But this isn't Grade A crap here, so when I did it there were a lot of brown spots still and it was uneven. But my optimistic self was like, it's all good, it will all look the same when I put the red on.
No. Not at all. But don't get me wrong, this brand is awesome and it would've looked awesome if I would've done it right. But my hair is really thick and long, so I was asking for it to mess up.
I've dyed it black since this incident but here's a picture of the red ^__^

You're probably like, wtf Summer it looks fine, but it really was messed up extremely bad. 

ANYWAY, for those of you who don't know, I have successfully achieved my GED. And for those of you who only want to criticize me for what I'm doing with my life, I have some selected words for you.

I've told some people my future plans, but this is the Internet, I'm not putting all that on here. Creeps.

Also, I finished my book >:D

Th1rteen R3asons Why by Jay Asher

Ughhh, this book was SO good. I recommend it to anyone who likes mystery type books. I read this book within about 5 days, just because I couldn't put it down lol. Here is a quick summary so I don't have to explain what it's about.

I am now reading Breaking Up With God by Sarah Sentilles.

Another quick summary can be found here. The synopsis really interested me and so far it's been a pretty good book.

But I'm done.

Deuces.